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| 01:03pm 25/03/2006 |
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HEY!
so here's the deal. . .I got in a SHIT LOAD of trouble last night and my parents took away my cell phone and car and what not. . .anyway. . .if you want to get a hold of me call my house. I should be here, considering i can't do anything else. . .
don't call before noon. . .and don't call after 10pm. thank you and much abliged. . .
LB.
ps. . .if you need my number leave me a comment. |
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| 06:50pm 16/02/2006 |
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mood:  determined music: jamie foxx
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Life is full of suprises. . .some good, some bad. . .whatever they may be please help me take each step more graceful than the last.
I hope all is going well for everyone. . .and if you haven't heard from me in awhile. . .i'm sorry. I've got some issues I need to work out for myself, but don't forget i still exist. :)
I still exist. . .i need to remind myself. . .
bye for now. |
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| 11:24am 10/02/2006 |
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1.Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Favorite Color?
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band:
7. Most Embarassing Moment:
8. Are you a virgin?
9. Are we friends?
10. Do you have a crush on me/are you attracted to me?
11. Would you kiss me?
12. Would you go on a date with me?
13. Whats my best physical feature?
14. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I asked you?
15. Would you give me your cell phone number?
16. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:
17. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
18. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
19. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?
20. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
21. Do you think I'm a good person?
22. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?
23. Do you think I'm attractive?
24. Are there ever times when you want to call me but don't?
25. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they don't involve you?
26. If you could change anything about me, would you? what would it be?
27.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
28. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? |
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| 04:28am 05/02/2006 |
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mood:  blank music: Georgia - LUDA
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The superbowl is tomorrow. . .YAY! I'm actually really excited. . .why? because it's in my city :)
Loren and I went driving around tonight downtown. . .and let me tell you! I've never seen so many limo's and escalades and lexus' in my LIFE! I saw a brand new cadillac limo, a hummer limo with like 20 windows and a lot of other AMAZING cars. The whole city was lit up! they got a new Fox theater sign, there are white people walking the STREETS. . .WITH BEER! OMG.
It's just nice that the city cleaned itself up for one weekend. . .(watch this place be a ghost town by monday)
well, I'm really not that tired at all, and I'm not sure why. . .maybe it's because i'm like depressed or something. . .whatever. . .i just want to talk to mike on wed. with the mother and get this all straightened out.
I want to go to bed. . .but i'm not tired. . .GRRRRRRRRRR. |
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| RAP BOWL 2006. . .NIGGAH!!!!!!! |
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| 05:45am 04/02/2006 |
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Update later. . .have to go and fall asleep
. . .well here's a tiny update. . .
I think shane is really fucking cool. . .and I like him. :) I can't help it. . .
we all love a little thug!!!
bye for now. |
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| 02:39am 30/01/2006 |
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I'm kinda feeling off today. usually i feel great. . .
I just want to shake this feeling off. . .
On another note. . .i really like a boy. I wish that he wasn't such a pussy around me though. I mean come on! grab me and pull me over to you, or kiss me once in awhile. Why do I have to do all the work? anyway. . .i dunno. he's really sweet, and I think me might actually like me for me. . .but I don't really know that for a fact. I just like to have high hopes.
meh. . .i dunno. . .I wish i didn't have to wake up tomorrow. grrr.
night. |
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| 02:36am 25/01/2006 |
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mood:  blah music: Fireman - lil' wayne
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Lifes kinda blah for me right now. . .other then the fact I love Cita and Rocky! We really do have a lot of fun every night. . .omg. lol. tonight Rocky and I had a scoop fight and Cita taped it, it was SO funny! But anyway, I guess I'm a little excited at the fact that I have a new male prospect. . . He's very nice and he's kind of intelegent. . .not to mention he goes to college and has a car. . .OMG quite a step up from the usual. . .lol. I've met a lot of weird people lately. . .and it's all good, it's just fun. I really like people.
alright, well I guess that's all for right now. i'll update more later. :)
KIM, POOKIE, ROSIE (where ever you are) I MISS YOU A LOT.
WE NEED TO DO SOMETHING SO CALL ME! MAYBE A DENNY"S AND GHOST HUNTING NIGHT :)
I love you guys and goodnight. |
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| Always a fun time with Cita and LB! |
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| 01:20pm 22/01/2006 |
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mood:  groggy music: GRILLZ!
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I'm not gonna lie, last night was SOOOO funny! I don't think that anything else could have happened. . .lol. SO! We get to steve's house and we all start heading to the frat party. . .we get there and realize that it was last night. . .SO! the drinkers of the group. . .AKA. . .LB, and Cita. . .decide we NEED beer! So from like 12:30 to 1:15 or so we tried finding a liquor store in the ghetto that FIRST was open and SECOND would sell to the underage white girl. . .we struggled finding both, so we asked the first bum we see outside of the liquor store. . .the FUCKING ASSHOLE OWNERS caught us and started really yelling at the bum. . .lol. Then Cita went in there to buy something, and the guys were assholes to her. . .are you on E?! WTF. . .so she went back in and gave them a piece of her mind. . .GO CITA!. . .Then we found some other black guy to buy us beer at the one store so that worked out. . .afterwords we all piled into steves basement (which I should say is quite cool.) Then we start drinking and whatnot. . .and we decide to go back to momma Cita's house and get rocky and then it's time to get lifted! well on the way to Cita's Steve gets pulled over. . .i was scared for him, thought maybe he was gonna get a DUI or possesion charge. But! all is well, and he just got a little scolding for his headlight being out. lol. alright! well that about concludes the evening. Oh yeah, I dunno where my phone is. . .i hope steve has it!! i need my precious! alright, well I'm gonna go and get ready for work. YAY SUBWAY! alrighty, well I'm out. |
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| 02:07pm 08/01/2006 |
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Well. . .the movie was REALLY fucked up. I was rather disturbed after the whole thing. . .eek.
anyway, I have to work today from 4-10:30 meh. . .
i dunno, at least i'm making my bread. :) lol (that's kinda funny)
well I'm gonna go play around on the internet for a little bit. call me if you want to chill :) |
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| 02:13pm 05/01/2006 |
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So I feel like shit. . .I'm sick. icky! and of course I have a performance on friday. . .ahhh! I have to do really well to because I want to go out with a bang. . .yes, that's right, I'm not taking any music classes next semester (except choir) I will be just trying to get some damned gen. ed's out of the way. I hope that I can still register. . .lol. classes start monday :) i dunno, I'm gonna go see if I can register now. . .i'll be back later. lol. bye for now. |
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| 01:12am 21/12/2005 |
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Haven't updated in awhile so i guess here it goes. . .I feel like crap. I'm kinda sick, and the holiday's are approaching. . .yay. I love my Kendra! We hung out like ALL day and I got to see Donna for a little bit. . .also big yay. Her girls are SOOOOO damn cute. Billy is his usual self :) always fun to be with. . .and I don't know if I've written about Loren yet. . .she's the shit. She's like my new cousin. . .lol. we went out to the club with Billy on Friday night and had loads of fun. . .like always :) then we came home and Loren gave me a back massage with lotion (which I've never had before and it felt SOOO good :) )
I dunno, I've just been really busy lately with shopping for the family and trying to work as much as I can. I hate to say it, but I love money. . .lol. I just wish I made more of it. well, I've been doing alright. . .haven't gotten into to much trouble lately, and I've been thinking a lot about going to see Jo. which I plan on doing with Loren as my guest. After I make some christmas money from the family and after I work during break, I'll have enough to come see her. I hate being broke, and I hate the fact that my family is broke. damn. holidays. . .ahhhh!
i'm extremely lonely, and I don't know why. . .I mean I surround myself with friends who are over my house all the time and we're always going to the movie's with my brothers free passes. . .i just don't know. BLAH. ummm. . .I saw King Kong the other day. . .it was pretty good, I was suprised at how good it was.
Drew is being a douche. . .but what's new right?
but anyway, for right now, I'm VERY tired and I need some sleep. . .maybe i'll sleep forever. . .yay. just me in my cozy duchess bed curled up with my Harry Potter 6. . .(reading it for the 3rd time) I dunno, I just need some Lauren and Harry time. . .lol :)
alright, well I'm off to bed for right now, I still feel like shit. . .BLAH. night night. |
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| 12:49am 06/12/2005 |
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I was at the gas station and this thug ghetto black guy "holla'd" at me! wooo! I wasn't even down in detroit. . .I was just by my house! and then I went a gas station in Ypsi and the guy that works there gave me a rose! how sweet! it made my entire day. it's sad that something so little made my day. I've been doing pretty good this week though . . . and the performance went great! Fitzer did a great job, and Kimmy always astounds me! MUAH! alrighty, well, I dunno, call me if anyone wants to hang out. and jo. . .i love you. |
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| 01:42am 05/12/2005 |
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Remus Lupin
You are looking for someone sweet, intelligent, and
understanding. Although he may have big
troubles to overcome, with you by his side this
wolfman will at least have a non-judgmental,
loving romance.
Who is your Harry Potter love match? (for girls)
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. . .That's kinda hot. . .but I wanted Ron. . .lol :) |
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| 02:11am 02/12/2005 |
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and when I least expect it she calls and gets me all crazy again. . .in a good way. . .I miss her, and I'm not gonna lie. . .i fucking love that girl. . .I just hate the fact that when she talks to me she gets sad. . .see, I get SOOOO happy. but I thought of a new plan though! SO here's what I'm thinking. . .Next semester I can go to school part time like chamber choir, lessons, opera workshop. . .and work the rest of the week. . .that way, with my mom helping me manage my money, I can definitly go see her and then if all goes according to plan maybe I can move out there in the fall. hell yeah. that's what I want to do. . .that's my plan. now I just have to tell my mom :) and now I just have to do it. fuck the talk. . .I really want to do this. . .for me. I love her and that's the most sure thing I've ever felt in my life. I just wish this wasn't so damn hard, and that I wasn't such a fuck up. but i'm gonna do this. . .GRRRR!
dammit jo. I love you baby, and I'm sorry if I make you sad. . .i don't mean to. . .honestly I always have the best intentions, i just need to become a stronger person, and that's what I'm gonna be working on babe. promise. So until next time. . .I LOVE YOU. |
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| 05:04pm 29/11/2005 |
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mood:  depressed music: Mother of us all
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Come See Fitzer and Lauren in,
"Opera In America"
Featuring Scenes from
El Capitan -Jon Phillip Sousa (starring fitz, as el capitan)
The Mother of Us All -Virgil Tompson (Starring Lauren, as Susan B Anthony)
The Tenderland -Aaron Copeland (Starring Delina...whom you do not know, but for the sake of continuity...and My KIMMY!)
Thursday December 1st @ 8:00
Alexander Recital Hall
yeah, call me if you need directions or go to mapquest. It would be really nice if anyone I know could come. . .it would mean a lot to me right now . . . a lot. alright, well hope to see some of you there. . .let me know if you're coming! |
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| The Banach Family Holiday. . . |
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| 07:36pm 24/11/2005 |
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Well. . .we're sitting at the table with my uncle, aunt Pam, aunt Mary, My mom, My dad, My brother, My cousin Erin, My cousin Kyle, and her lesbian lover Pamela. . .while we're sitting at the table Pamela starts talking about porn. . .and then we start talking about midgets. . .Nothing like Lesbians, Porn, and Midgets at the Thanksgiving dinner table. . .I really had a great time. . .I sand for my supper, Kyle played the Guitar, Pamela played Banjo, Erin entertained us with her funny stories and my brother just looked cute :) Dinner was great (as always) and we were fun :) alright, time to go munch on some ham. see you later. |
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| 03:36am 24/11/2005 |
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mood: i don't know music: christmas music
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So much to think about this week . . . so many fucking thoughts in my head. I want them to disappear! I wish I could make right decisions for once in my life. but for now, just go with the flow.
party on.
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| 12:31am 15/11/2005 |
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mood:  nauseated
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Well. . .I had quite a rough weekend. . .
it's taken a toll on me. . .but I'll make it. shit. . .I always make it :) I hope the lives of my friends are going well and I hope that Jo is doing alright.
if you want to hang out call my cell phone. . .I could always use company. . .maybe I'll go play video games.
It's nights like these that make me conscience of what life is. . .Life. if you're not alive. . .you're dead. I need to be more thankful of the people that really do love and care about me. . .and you know who you are. Thank you. With out you and my family, i don't know what I would do. |
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| 11:18am 31/10/2005 |
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mood:  flirty
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I know I've posted already once today, but I just went back to my old entries to post something from the past on the ever so famous holiday of halloween. . .but I've never written a post on Halloween for 4 years. . .wtf?! Yes I've had this journal since 2002, and I've not once made a post on halloween. . .SO THERE! now a post about halloween ON halloween has been made. . .I have a funny story to tell so PLEASE ask me when you see me next I just can't type it right now because the person I'm talking about is right next to me. LOL. oh lord. . .wait till i tell billy and then ROSIE. . .she will DIE! ahhh.
alright, so i'm actually thinking about going trick or treating tonight in my old school ghost costume. . .no one would know who I was. . .or how old I was. . ..that's right! FREE CANDY BITCHES! not to mention there's always a party somewhere around the neighborhood! whoo! The only thing I'm concerned about. . .is finding someone to go trick or treating with me. . .so if anyone wants to walk around and get lot's of candy. . .LET ME KNOW!
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| 11:18am 31/10/2005 |
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I know I've posted already once today, but I just went back to my old entries to post something from the past on the ever so famous holiday of halloween. . .but I've never written a post on Halloween for 4 years. . .wtf?! Yes I've had this journal since 2002, and I've not once made a post on halloween. . .SO THERE |
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